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Sometimes how I feel about myself is so overwhelming i don't know what to do. Sometimes i am down on myself, sometimes I am full of myself. Sometimes I imagine i get the power to do miraculous things, and sometimes I imagine I already have that power but am not using it due to some unspoken dispute or rebellion I have with my maker.Sometimes there's no better option than just to keep on living the way you're going, and just wait for some small enlightenment.